Early September, 2007.
This boy walks into her life.
She do not know that he exists.
The same fall, the boy begins to date a different girl, let's call her Sue.
Sue is friends with the girl.
Sue and the boy fight. Alot.
The break up.
They get back together.
Repeat.
Many times.
The girl becomes friends with this boy.
She ends up falling in deep, deep love with him during one of the times that he and Sue are taking a break.
He knows how she feels.
He feels the same way too.
They share their hidden secrets,
their darkest longings
with each other.
He tells her too much - How could he date a girl that knows his soul so well?
He plays with her heart strings,
dates other girls.
The girl is heart broken.
Time goes by.
Years.
He left her in the dust long ago.
He is not part of the girl's life anymore.
But she still loves him.
She prays each and every day
for him to come back into her life
even as just a friend.
Because she will always love him.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Every day you give me another reason
to cry
to wonder where it all went wrong
to question why you have my heart
Here’s to today, which is so special to you. I wish I could be so important.
I saw him the other day
for the first time in over a year.
We did not speak.
Just so you know, there’s a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, I loved you then, I guess I always will.
Author Unknown.
calling you - blue october.
(Source: infinitesmiles)
(Source: feeling-your-heart-again)
Hey tumblr (:
I know that this is my first post, and it’s thrilling (: I actually have another tumblr, where it’s public, my friends know I have it, they know it’s mine. But this tumblr is going to be special.
I met this boy. He came into my life early September, 2007. Things are always complicated though, aren’t they? I didn’t even know of his existence until he started dating someone I knew. Their relationship went on and off for over a year. He became one of my best friends and I fell in deep, deep love with him in one of the times that their relationship was in it’s “off” stage.
He’s not physically in my life anymore though. He’s probably one of the largest jerks that you’ll ever meet. But I love him. And I pray every day for him to come back into my life, even as just a friend.
You’ll understand more as I post things.
This is all for him.
